Already?!

I know I know, this is pretty ridiculous. I'm already stressing about school. I was just thinking early about all the stuff I am going to be responsible for, and the classes I'm taking. At first I thought I only had Psychology to worry about... nope. I remembered I have yearbook, (a job soon hopefully), AP Bio (which I heard wasn't that hard but you never know), and a junior paper, oh and I might join T.A.T..U (teens against tobacco use, a club at our school)... I think there is something I'm forgetting.. hmm. Anyways.. I know I shouldn't be worrying.. I should be giving this to God, I know, and I'm working on it. It's just hard. I know I can do all of these things, well I think I can... but I get so overwhelmed I just freak out and don't know how to function. :S It's weird. Instead of working my butt off even harder when I feel like I can't do something, I just stop. Give up. It's not healthy, especially when I get into the "real world". Please just keep me in your prayers. When school starts I am seriously going to have to set myself a schedule for everything, and then squeeze in time for other things. I know plenty of teenagers juggle these things all the time, but I'm not one that's used to it. Sorry for the bad punctuation.. I could really careless when I'm writing in my blog.


I'm done for now.... I just had to vent about all of this!! Oh and I have my 2nd interview at McAlister's on Monday!! I'm so excited! :D They do 3 interviews to "pick out the bad seeds." haha I think that is actually a good idea, it just seems to take awhile! It's worth it though!

Forever/Update on my life

I definitely don't feel accomplished. I haven't blogged in almost 3 months. :O 3 MONTHS?!
Well, It's not like I have anything to blog about anyways.. summer has been really good so far. I've been to the zoo, and babysat. That's pretty much the biggest things that have happened so far. Exciting right? Not. haha I have been to the water park a lot... like way too much. haha! I finally look darker though! Not as dark as I'd like, but I'd rather not get skin cancer! We are hopefully going to Six Flags before the summer is up, or maybe some water park in Eddyville.(sp?) Not for sure yet though! I am actually thinking of a lot of things I could blog about right now, but I don't know how to bring them up... hmm.. maybe I just will write a list. haha

• My cousin got in a bad accident. (Bike accident) She's 13. She was riding her bike like about a week and a half ago (if that) and she was wearing flip flops. She some how fell and her foot got caught in her spokes or whatever and they put a huge gash on the ball of her foot. Almost can see the muscle! :( I feel so bad for her! She is in pain sometimes, and she's on crutches, she probably can't go to six flags this year, she is now in the house all the time, and she has to miss out on her basketball and cheer leading! She is definitely one tough girl though and taking it all so well! I just pray she has quick healing! 
• I have been job hunting. So far I have applied to AT LEAST 10 places, but I have about 30 written down on a piece of paper. Ha! I really hope I get a job! This is so stressful! Please pray that I do! (:
• Rose, this little girl that is basically my sister, had a karate tournament like a week ago! She got first place in katas and sparring! I'm so proud of her! It was really fun watching her compete! I know this isn't important, but there were quite a few good looking guys there too! hehe!
• My dog has tape worms! Agghhhhh, it's so sad! Especially because I don't want to be around her really! She has an appointment though at the vet today! yay! Last night I didn't want her sleeping with me because she has worms so we borrowed a big cage for her to be in from my Aunt... I keep her in it most of the day too but give her breaks because I suuurrre don't want worms anywhere. EW! :/
• Last.... I'm going into 11th grade. Guess what? I'm already getting freaked out. I really hope I can handle this year a lot better than last and keep my stress level under control! School just sometimes feels so unbearable! I'm especially getting worked up because I plan on having a job also!
• Justin Bieber. I STILL LOVE HIM. <3 I am hoping to get his AMAZING Someday perfume here soooon! I absolutely adore the smell, and the lotion of it is sparkly! How great is that?! Extremely Great. (: Also the Never Say Never Director's Fan Cut is coming out on DVD soon! I can't wait to get that either! I love being a belieber! *sigh*

I think I covered pretty much everything for now! It feels so good to blog after such a long time! (:

p.s IT'S ABOUT 2 MONTHS UNTIL I'M 17! I'm getting older so quick! :O