Yeah, I decided I really needed to update my blog but I have barely anything to say. But I'm sure I could think of things. . . . Gimme a minute. :P
41 DAYS UNTIL CHRISTMAS!?!?
Ummm, So. HOW fabulous is that!? Super Duper Fabulous. I adore Christmas, so much! The lights, the smells, the weather, the cheer, the presents, the decorations. . . and let's not forget the most important thing of all. . The beautiful birth of our SAVIOR. You know what really irritates me? [I am not complaining just to clear things up a bit. :P] The fact that people go around and don't think twice about the REAL meaning of Christmas. I mean c'mon people? I kinda just want to walk up to them and yell it in there face. I think that would be real rude though. haha. I LOVE CHRISTMAS! <3
School seems to be getting better. . . I think? I am going to update you [all of the 0 people who read this.] in all of my classes.
1st hour [Child Development]- Woah. Woah. Woah. I LOVE this class. It is a great start to my day. Guess WHAT?! You know how we take those little mechanical babies home? I got mine, Tuesday? Yeah, Tuesday. I was blessed with beautiful baby girl, how cheesy does that sound :P haha jk. I named her Anastasia! So cute, right? I know! :) I seriously PRAYED to God that he would help me get 'perfect parent.' I was so scared to take this baby home, I was shakin'. Not. Kidding. But, the Lord answered my prayers! and I got PERFECT PARENT. Yeah, I'm just thaaaaat good. ;)
2nd hour [World History]- Ick. Ick. Okay, It's not that bad. WAY better than Government, and it's not that hard of a class. I have Brake. He is a pretty good teacher besides that it REALLY annoys the crap out of me when he purposely mispronounces my name. First and Last. He said he just likes bugging me. I don't like this. I used to sit by this person, who. . . well didn't smell so great. It was bad. So, I wrote him a letter so he would move me to a different spot. Yay for me he did! . . . but then, dun dun dun. He moved that person last week back by me! I don't know what to do. I am just gunna suck. it. up. It might be hard though. . :/
3rd hour [Art I]- I love art. Just not my class. It's basically full of ALL annoying and immature freshies. I know that all freshmen aren't annoying but the ones in this class are. haha, other than that. Love this class. :P I just suckkk at shading! haha
4th hour [Spanish III]- Oh Gosh, I'm only half way done. Haha. To sum this up, I hate Spanish 3 and I am dropping it next semester. Ok, let us move on. :P
5th hour [Geometry]- Ha, Lately I don't like it because proofs are annoyingly confusing. But I love the people I sit by, they are quite funny. Although somethings they say are inappropriate things. :/
6th hour [Photoshop]- Again, I love the people I sit by!!. This class is great, as long as you pay attention. It's veryyyy laid back and not to hard. Plussss, we don't take tests! Woot Woot!
7th hour [English II]- I absolutely love my teacherrrr! (Mrs. Torreson!) People are constantly complaining about how she gives to much work, but in all honesty, they are just being big babies. She doesn't. She gives us a packet every week that people whine about, but they shouldn't because it's easy and she gives us ALL week to do it. She is just great in my opinion, and I have had a few good talks with her after school before! Also, I told her that when she has her baby, I want to baby sit it! (:
8th hour [Honors Chemistry]- Oh boyyyy. I don't mind this class that much. It's okay. Like the work is easy but oh goodness, don't get me started on the tests!! They are THE hardest test I have ever taking. Not kiddin'. I do wonderful on the work but I fail the tests which is awful because they make up most of my grade. I have a test tomorrow actually, and I studied hardcore this weekend. It's weird, I am the type of person who doesn't ever have to study for tests and yet I still get real good grades, but with this class I have learned I HAVE to study. :/ I need a study buddy. PRAY FOR ME! (: Thank youuuuu.
I wish more people read my blog. It kinda disappoints me. Am I BORING OR SOMETHING!? :(
<3Ohhhh Goodness. I was thinking, and I really need to liven up my life, especially my WEEKENDS. I need to hangout with more people. Soooo, I thought I would never say this. . Hmu?!
hahahahhahaahahahahhahahaha. that cracks me up. I feel so old. I don't like this 'teen' lingo. :P
Words/phrases like:
Bett
Hmu
Smh
Huck
and others
annoy me. Is this normal?!
Last, but SURELY not least. I am growing so much closer to God. I LOVE IT. I was thinking back and it's so weird, when I was in 6th grade, I had a fantastic relationship with my savior. Crazy how it can all fall apart so quick. But the awesome thing is, it didn't fall apart. Catch my drift? hah. Anyways, I am trying so hard to give God EVERYTHING. All my worries, my fears, my dreams. . . etc. It's surprisingly harder than I thought. That's why I am so thankful I have great friends I can go too for advice, and w.e else. I thought I was going to add more, but my brain just sorta kinda died. HA.
Yeah, so this post is definitely way longer than I suspected. :/ Oh well! (:
Ta Ta For Now. <3
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Sunday, November 14, 2010
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Forever.
Oh my gosh. It has been forever since I have blogged! So sad. :( Haha. This blog is probably going to be all over the place since it's been awhile. You will have to get used to it, sorry :P
Heather is over, she spent the night last night and went to church with us this morning. Btw, she is very annoying right now. As she narrates my blog. Can I slap her please? Nah, Jk. (:
Music.
I used to listen to like Cute Is What We Aim For, All Time Low, Forever The Sickest Kids, Never Shout Never etc. All the time. Lately though, they are not intriguing at all. I've been listening to country like constantly. I love it. My dad hates it though, so I like to blare it in my room and annoy him when he is home!
Random: Say 'He Home' in a donkey voice. It's hilarious. :P
God!
I haven't had a good relationship with Him at all last year because I was too worried about boys, and friends, and doing my own thing. I came to the realization though that I am SO much happier when I keep that relationship with Him and focus on what HE wants, not me! Last year, I had lots of friends and had something to do every weekend, and most of the time on the week days. I was not happy though, God came last in my life. Now though, He is before everything, or at least most of the time. I am still human. I feel so much closer to Him, and knowing I am helps a lot, but of course. He is God ! (:
Family.
As most know, I do have a nanny. She doesn't like that word but that's what she is. My dad is a truck driver and always gone for around 3 weeks at a time and home for about 3 or 4 days. I seriously HATE it. My mom lived in Farmington but she came back last night because of stuff with some dumb guy. She isn't very stable so I don't see her much. With my dad being gone and rarely seeing my mom, It's just me and my brother, well and Vince. I feel so lonely, as if I don't really have a family.I have friends who only have 1 parent or w.e and they think that i am so lucky, I am in a way. I do have my parents but not really because I rarely see them. It used to not affect me much but lately it has been, considering the fact I don't like my nanny at all! I could seriously go on and on about this topic but I'm changing it. haha.
School.
Omg, so stressful. Seriously I don't like it! I'm doing great in all my classes. . . besides one. Honors Chemistry. Worst. Class. Eva. I had a D+ buuut then I didn't take a test or turn in one lab from being absent, which I need to get on so now it's lower. Like bad. I feel so overwhelmed in there, everyone else is smart and 'gets' what we do. I don't. I am NOT used to that. I am usually one of the bests in my class. Now I'm not even close to it, which is very discouraging. The stuff we have been doing lately has been fairly easy, but I guess I'm not good at it enough to bring my grade up a lot. I'm telling you, if I have an awful grade at the end of this semester in this class I am switching to regular chemistry even though I will feel like such a failure. I want good grades though and taking honors is not helping that. I really just need to seek God with this. I hope I can stay in it, all I can ask is that He gives me the strength, knowledge, and helps me focus to get me through the year in this class with at least a C-! I need an honors class. Well, I don't need one, but I feel like I'm not worth much with out good grades which I know is totally FALSE! I also feel like I'm invisible if I don't look at least half way decent, which again is FALSE. Last bible study, pretty sure it was the last one, maybe the one before? Idk. anyway we basically talking about this. Self Worth. It really helped me actually. Bible Study always helps me to be honest. haha (: I am so glad I get to go there, I love being in that atmosphere and around those girls. I literally WISH I could live with all them. Life we would be less hectic and stressful, and so on. But that's sadly not happening.
Hollie.
I was never really close to her, but I always loved her bubbly personality. It made everyone laugh and smile! She is so optimistic from what I've seen, which is wonderful! Actually the Thursday before she was diagnosed Andrea, Her, and Me were talking at Andreas and I got to know somethings about her that I definitely related to. It was awesome. That night I went home, and God just put Hollie on my heart to be praying for her, I had no idea why but I was like Okay God! So I wrote her name on my mirror under this sticker thing that says "Pray" That's where I put everyone at that I need/want to pray for.Then the next Thursday came around, I found out the news at Bible Study, and like I said before although I didn't know her that well, I felt like my best friend just got diagnosed. I just cried. I contained a lot of my tears though, because I don't like crying in fornt of people but that night I went home and cried more. God really did comfort me though, the overwhelming peace came over me, and I just knew she would be okay especially because she is such a positive person. I've been continuing to pray for Hollie and I know God is with her and comforting her, which all in all comforts me. (: Please Keep Hollie In Your Prayers! And, Buy A SHIRT! (for more info, contact Andrea Anderson!)
Hmm, I'm trying to think of what more to blog about. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . This blog took all day. Literally. One and off I have been working on it. So, I think I'm going to be finished now. Plus, I need to go finish my art project that is DUE TOMORROW! :/ Wish me luck with that one. . haha.
Ta Ta For Now. (:
Heather is over, she spent the night last night and went to church with us this morning. Btw, she is very annoying right now. As she narrates my blog. Can I slap her please? Nah, Jk. (:
Music.
I used to listen to like Cute Is What We Aim For, All Time Low, Forever The Sickest Kids, Never Shout Never etc. All the time. Lately though, they are not intriguing at all. I've been listening to country like constantly. I love it. My dad hates it though, so I like to blare it in my room and annoy him when he is home!
Random: Say 'He Home' in a donkey voice. It's hilarious. :P
God!
I haven't had a good relationship with Him at all last year because I was too worried about boys, and friends, and doing my own thing. I came to the realization though that I am SO much happier when I keep that relationship with Him and focus on what HE wants, not me! Last year, I had lots of friends and had something to do every weekend, and most of the time on the week days. I was not happy though, God came last in my life. Now though, He is before everything, or at least most of the time. I am still human. I feel so much closer to Him, and knowing I am helps a lot, but of course. He is God ! (:
Family.
As most know, I do have a nanny. She doesn't like that word but that's what she is. My dad is a truck driver and always gone for around 3 weeks at a time and home for about 3 or 4 days. I seriously HATE it. My mom lived in Farmington but she came back last night because of stuff with some dumb guy. She isn't very stable so I don't see her much. With my dad being gone and rarely seeing my mom, It's just me and my brother, well and Vince. I feel so lonely, as if I don't really have a family.I have friends who only have 1 parent or w.e and they think that i am so lucky, I am in a way. I do have my parents but not really because I rarely see them. It used to not affect me much but lately it has been, considering the fact I don't like my nanny at all! I could seriously go on and on about this topic but I'm changing it. haha.
School.
Omg, so stressful. Seriously I don't like it! I'm doing great in all my classes. . . besides one. Honors Chemistry. Worst. Class. Eva. I had a D+ buuut then I didn't take a test or turn in one lab from being absent, which I need to get on so now it's lower. Like bad. I feel so overwhelmed in there, everyone else is smart and 'gets' what we do. I don't. I am NOT used to that. I am usually one of the bests in my class. Now I'm not even close to it, which is very discouraging. The stuff we have been doing lately has been fairly easy, but I guess I'm not good at it enough to bring my grade up a lot. I'm telling you, if I have an awful grade at the end of this semester in this class I am switching to regular chemistry even though I will feel like such a failure. I want good grades though and taking honors is not helping that. I really just need to seek God with this. I hope I can stay in it, all I can ask is that He gives me the strength, knowledge, and helps me focus to get me through the year in this class with at least a C-! I need an honors class. Well, I don't need one, but I feel like I'm not worth much with out good grades which I know is totally FALSE! I also feel like I'm invisible if I don't look at least half way decent, which again is FALSE. Last bible study, pretty sure it was the last one, maybe the one before? Idk. anyway we basically talking about this. Self Worth. It really helped me actually. Bible Study always helps me to be honest. haha (: I am so glad I get to go there, I love being in that atmosphere and around those girls. I literally WISH I could live with all them. Life we would be less hectic and stressful, and so on. But that's sadly not happening.
Hollie.
I was never really close to her, but I always loved her bubbly personality. It made everyone laugh and smile! She is so optimistic from what I've seen, which is wonderful! Actually the Thursday before she was diagnosed Andrea, Her, and Me were talking at Andreas and I got to know somethings about her that I definitely related to. It was awesome. That night I went home, and God just put Hollie on my heart to be praying for her, I had no idea why but I was like Okay God! So I wrote her name on my mirror under this sticker thing that says "Pray" That's where I put everyone at that I need/want to pray for.Then the next Thursday came around, I found out the news at Bible Study, and like I said before although I didn't know her that well, I felt like my best friend just got diagnosed. I just cried. I contained a lot of my tears though, because I don't like crying in fornt of people but that night I went home and cried more. God really did comfort me though, the overwhelming peace came over me, and I just knew she would be okay especially because she is such a positive person. I've been continuing to pray for Hollie and I know God is with her and comforting her, which all in all comforts me. (: Please Keep Hollie In Your Prayers! And, Buy A SHIRT! (for more info, contact Andrea Anderson!)
Hmm, I'm trying to think of what more to blog about. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . This blog took all day. Literally. One and off I have been working on it. So, I think I'm going to be finished now. Plus, I need to go finish my art project that is DUE TOMORROW! :/ Wish me luck with that one. . haha.
Ta Ta For Now. (:
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