Whateverrrr.

I know it seems like ALL my post ares so depressing and whatever else, but I don't mean them to be! It's just my stupid home life. It's all good, God is in control. I have not had a good past 2 nights, and tonight isn't that great either. My brother and Anna (nanny) got into it. I hate when she disciplines him. She does it the wrong way. She spanks him like, over and over. Seriously? That is not going to make him listen. Just pray for us. Especially my brother and I. Our father is gone all the time and we have to live in this house where we don't even feel wanted. My brother Nick doesn't like Anna either. What's awful though is that he tells her he wants to kill her and him self a lot, and that he hates her. He mostly says he hates her and that he wants to die. It really breaks my heart in pieces. A 9 year old should never have those thoughts, heck. No one should. Please keep us in your prayers. I would really appreciate it. I wish my dad could find a job at home so it could just be Him, Nick, Vince, and Me. We are miserable here. Not joke. I pray to God all the time to just get me through the day because I feel like I could break down any moment. I'm going to stop bickering about my suckish life and find some inspiring quotes. I mean, TONS of people have it way worse, but that doesn't take away from the fact that I feel like my life in this home is awful.

Quotes!

Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore my life again; from the depths of the earth you will again bring me up. You will increase my honor and comfort me once again. I will praise you
-- Psalm 71:20-22

 Don’t give up, okay?
I know you’ve been hurt,
I know how it feels.
Believe me, I do.
But the feeling will pass.
The tears will stop falling.
Your heart will heal itself.

May the love hidden deep inside your heart
find the love waiting in your dreams.
May the laughter that you find in your tomorrow
wipe away the pain you find in your yesterdays.

In his heart a man plans his course,
but the LORD determines his steps.
-- Proverbs 16:9

Sometimes we have to be
broken down to be rebuilt into
what we are actually meant to be.

our unfailing love, O Lord, is as vast as the heavens; your faithfulness reaches beyond the clouds. Your righteousness is like the mighty mountains, your justice like the ocean depths.
-- Psalms 36:5-6

It is from hardship rather than ease that we gather wisdom. We need to develop the capacity to draw strength from our hardships, to ignite the thunder flame of our own heart and let it illuminate the stormy night.

Know therefore that the LORD your God is God; he is the faithful God, keeping his covenant of love to a thousand generations of those who love him and keep his commands.
—Deuteronomy 7:9

Save Your Heart [Mayday Parade]:
She fell to the bottom of her life
This wasn't meant for two
She struggles to find herself in time
But she can barely move

Just try and get up
You gotta slowly brush off
I know that words aren't enough
But you're better than this

Save your heart
For someone that's worth dying for
Don't give it away
Torn apart
Never getting what you've been crying for
It's always the same

She turns the pages everyday
Just to change the mood
But every chapter reads the same
So hard to make it through

Just try and get up
You gotta slowly brush off
I know that words aren't enough
But you're better than this

Save your heart
For someone that's worth dying for
Don't give it away
Torn apart
Never getting what you've been crying for
It's always the same

And you give (and you give)
And they take (and they take)
And it's love that you want
But not love that you make

Save your heart
For someone that's worth dying for
Don't give it away

Save your heart
For someone who leaves you breathless
And I know that you're scared
Seems like someone said you had it in you
All along you said you knew this was wrong
But still worth dying for

Save your heart
For someone who leaves you breathless
And I know that you're scared
Seems like someone said you had it in you (are you scared?)
All along you said you knew this was wrong
But still worth dying for

And you give (and you give)
And they take (and they take)
And it's love that you want
But not love that you make

Save your heart
For someone that's worth dying for
Don't give it away
Don't give it away 

" There is no fear in love. Perfect love drives out fear..."   1 John 4:18 Spread love everywhere you go...let no one ever come to you without leaving better and happier."  Mother Teresa

Keep your dreams alive. Understand to achieve anything requires faith and belief in yourself, vision, hard work, determination, and dedication. Remember all things are possible for those who believe.”

But You are God, ready to pardon, gracious and merciful, slow to anger, abundant in kindness ..." (Nehemiah 9:17)
  

The heart of a woman should be so lost in God that a man must be searching for the Lord to find it.

Peace be to you, fear not.  ~Genesis 43:23

Stories wait for endings, but songs are brave things bold enough to sing when all they know is darkness
-To Write Love On Her Arms

You want to know what living life to the fullest is? It's waking up on Monday morning with no complaints. It's knowing that you always deserve to laugh.

 

The important thing is to not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past, and recognize that everyday won't be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember, it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home.
-One Tree Hill

Live life and don't worry about the future; it'll come.

Sometimes you just need to realize that you can't have it all, and you can't fix what you've done, you need to move on and try to be happy, even if it's the hardest thing you'll ever do.

Wherever you go, no matter what weather, bring your own sunshine.
-Anthony J. D'Angelo

Self-confidence gives you the freedom to make mistakes and cope with failure without feeling that your world has come to an end.

When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us.
-Helen Keller

Act as if what you do makes a difference. It does.
-William James

Through humor, you can soften some of the worst blows that life delivers. And once you find laughter, no matter how painful your situation may be, you can survive it.
-Bill Cosby

Courage is what it takes to stand up and speak; courage is also what it takes to sit down and listen.
-Winston Churchill

Nobody trips over mountains. It is the small pebble that causes you to stumble. Pass all the pebbles in your path, and you will find you have crossed the mountain.

The most important thing in life is to find yourself, know who you are at all times, and stand by that for the rest of your life.

Laugh at yourself, but don't ever aim your doubt at yourself. Be bold. When you embark for strange places, don't leave any of yourself safely on shore. Have the nerve to go into unexplored territory.

Enjoy(: